I know that I am to leave... to be united with the divine flow.... to embrace the joy of the future and to learn what this position has to teach me. The pain in my heart, the lump in my throat and then the tears well up in my eyes.. I let them flow... They flow for my partnership the last five years of my life and the comfort that it has brought me. The laughter and the acceptance that I have felt sitting next to him. The understanding of positioning and knowing how each of us would act and react to situations and places and people. I enjoy his person and want the best for him and his life.
I will miss the people that are a part of my reality at this very moment, I have a comfort with them and a knowing that I will see their faces and share with them daily... I will not have that option when I move. But I cannot stay in this because I would be blocking divine flow.
So I say my goodbyes, let my tears flow, embrace my fear of the unknown and loss of comfort.
I allow myself to position my feet on the ground to gain my presence and I embrace the new future.
